i woke up this morning from a super vivid dream. so, i remember very clearly the sense of urgency and stress i felt from the dream too. this isn’t the first time this recurring dream has come up. it’s actually starting to become somewhat of a recurring nightmare.
basically, i’m always stuck in a calculus class, reaaaally really close to failing the whole thing and getting below a C, and the point is, i need to maintain my C through my last final to pass the class, so i can move on in life and proceed on to the college of my choice.
i keep getting stuck right there tho. in that moment fraught with uncertainty. orrr i’m stuck in the moment when i’ve just found out i didn’t pass the class.
it’s really quite a horrible feeling..