for the longest time, i always thought everyone was perfect and couldn’t see flaws in other people, and i honestly think ignorance was bliss. it’s really uncomfortable for me to think of people as having flaws, especially those that i have known or looked up to for a long time. i used to idealize everyone, thinking that i was at the bottom of the list. right now, i’m not purposely thinking of people’s flaws, because that would be incredibly stressful, but i can’t help but notice certain traits now that i either find admirable or that i find unique to that person. but perhaps it was my flaw before that i thought this way, and now i’m actively trying to fix that to not only protect myself but also to better others.
wehhhh..why can’t i go back to the times where everyone was my hero?