why does everything have to be traumatizing for me? i’m actually questioning whether or not losing weight is a good thing right now. what’s really healthier..appreciating your self-image or being healthier. or both? or are they the same. i dono. who makes these standards, really?
i’m gonna think on this one for a while. what’s weird is i actually think i think better when i’m hungry. i feel more in the zone. maybe this is the start of something really good. i’ll just let it happen. i should at least lose the 5-10lbs i’ve gained in the past half year.